Today was the one of the best days of my life so far.
One I will never forget for 2 reasons.
1) I finally received the results of my last 2 tests and I PASSED!!!!
2) Olivia played tea party with me for the first time. May not seem like a milestone to others, but I've been waiting for this day for a looooong time.
One day we'll play tea party dressed to the nines with porcelain china and maybe even with a real table and chairs. We'll do it right. But for now we are happy with our hair in piggies and buns, plastic, and the living room carpet.
I can't explain the feeling of sweet relief and pure happiness I felt when I saw my passing score of 100%! I tried my hardest to be done with the test and move on with my life instead of just worrying and second guessing my efforts everyday until the results came, and I think I did a pretty good job of it. But there were always those randoms times of random days where I would remember that I was still waiting, and that there was always the possibility of not passing, having to pay $1200....again, having to go back into the school, do more screenings, scour the city for that perfect patient....again, and re-live the stress of actually taking the test...again.
So happy I don't have to do it again, and happy that my husband would have loved me either way
because you know I asked him at those random moments of nervousness :)